Finally the moment everyone is waiting for had arrived. i was still in school when the clock striked 12pm. that time,i was busy marking my students' test papers. my hands went numb and cold. my heart beats were so fast that i barely could breath properly. the time when i finish marking the last paper, i felt good and happy inside. my student got a perfect score for maths. how brilliant! =) i text my dad asking his whereabouts. thank goodness, he was at home. =)
"Dad,can u come to school later? I need your support. thanks!" i admit that i sounded babyish. but i really need him to be there when i get my results.
i packed my books,placed them into the rattan basket and made a move. i remembered my principal's cup of comfort: "It's already there. Worries can't change anything for the better neither for the worse too. Everything will be fine." i heed her words.
while on my way to school, i sang the song that goes like:
for You are great...
You are beautiful so great...
there is no one else like You...
there is no one else like You...
a very touching song that stirred up my emotions. i tried hard not to shed a tears as i knew that nothing could be changed. i felt worried,nervous,scared,all at once. somehow, i managed to ward off those feeling when i thought of what Jesus said in the book of Matt 6:34,
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."
just as i reached my school, i walked along the stretch of hilly road with a heavy heart. my mind were full of questions. "what will i get?" "what if i couldn't make it into local uni?" "how about my friends' results?" as i reached the notice board where the results are being displayed, i saw my classmate and asked her how was her result. she said she passed. i asked her mine 'cause i don't have the courage to see my result yet. she told me without hesitation that i passed.
"really?"
"yes. you see it now."
i cried.
my other classmates, i would like to call them; "The 4 Brilliants" were there and asked me whether i cried because i was happy or sad. i told them that i did not expect to get such results and it was beyond my expectations. i felt both grateful and thankful. i would say that this is truly a miracle! wow! =D i wish my friends "Congratulations" upon knowing that they got good results with pointer 3 and above. our hard work and effort were paid off handsomely. i'm very,very happy.=)
the words came true to me in the book of Matt 21:22 that says,
"Whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive."
Lord, You're awesome! i'm amazed by Your works. Continue to bless my friends with more and more good things as they keep themselves on the track towards a brighter future!
my dearest friends, i hope i can still see some of you in uni later! keep in touch and strive hard in all the things that you do! All the best! =)
hey.. how did u do?? sounds very good :)
ReplyDeleteso now any plans to uni? what course? which uni? hehe :P
my dear Abby,
ReplyDeleteamazingly,i passed! =D that's what i've been aiming for. i apply local unis like unimas,upm n ums. in west m'sia is upsi n utm,johor. d courses are many. i chose edu(tesl),statistic, social sci,food sci,tourism,acct. i just need to pray hard for it.
Abby, i hope that you can pray for me bout this.
Pray that God will direct my path according to His will and let His will be done. =)
ur brother here... wish u all the best in ur future undertakings... visit brother if cm over kuching
ReplyDeletei will,Bro. take care everyday! =)
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